July 2012
I love days like today. Chillin’ at Silokin with some of my favorites, watching Chris and Brandon tear up the street and get a little bit of sunburn while spectating. I love life :)
As of right now almost everything in my life is going great. I have an amazing boyfriend who loves me with all he has and makes me fall in love with him everyday all over again, I really enjoy my job and the friends I’ve made from it, my car is almost done the way I want it to be - just needs a new paint job and do far my summers been extremely enjoyable. The only exceptions are my parents health and my appearance. I’ve never been a skinny, pretty girl but I was once in sick shape (for me) and I wish I could rewind back to that time. I was so happy, living it up and enjoying myself. Not like I’m not enjoying myself now, I was just so much more confident. I miss that. I miss the old me. I know that if I just stay motivated I will get back to that point and be ten times happier. I need to focus and get it all back on track.