I really wish I could know who you are already, so I can stop looking for you in other guys. I’m tired of thinking they’re you. So please just tell me who you are so I can stop getting hurt by the wrong guys.
- Taub: Its interesting...
- Masters: No. Its not. Its mundane and simple; He's obviously a very blessed specimen so from an evolutionary point of view he'd produce healthy offspring so my pre-frontal cortex is telling me, I should have sex with him.
- Taub: Ohhh, is that all?
- Masters: Yes. My rational brain knows he's a hillbilly and an idiot.
- Taub: And somehow your rational brain is losing the argument... which is interesting.
The way Mac Miller looks at his girlfriend while they’re getting all cute and close on the couch in the Got a Clue video is just plain sexy. I want someone to look at me like that. He has so much swag, I can’t even contain myself.
I’m not blogging for any of you, I do it for me. If you don’t like it, tough cookies. As the great HOV said, either love me or leave me alone :-*
Leaving work today I had such a moment of clarity. It seriously felt like such bliss. I walked into the sunlight and felt amazing. My life is so good right now, I can’t help but be happy. I love living in Virginia. Everyone I work with is amazing and I feel so appreciated there by all of my managers and co-workers. They get so happy when I say that I’ll be in the next day, it makes me love my company so much more. I love my brother so much.. he does so much for me and I’m truly thankful for all of it. Spending time with him is amazing and even our little car rides are the best because he acts so silly and it reminds me of the old times when we were younger. I love my best friend and I couldn’t ask for someone better in my life to keep me grounded and connected. And lastly, but not least.. Alex. I am so thankful to have found him. As much as it sucks that he’s in New York and I’m here, it almost doesn’t even matter to me. He’s 400 miles away, but talking to him and texting him and oovooing with him makes it seem like he’s not that far. Its different, consistent, never boring and always amazing. He keeps me at the edge of my seat and anxious for the next time we get to talk. I am so smitten and I haven’t been this happy in such a long time. I’m getting over him more and more everyday and it feels so good to be free of him and open to meeting new people that I actually have things in common with. People I can have a conversations with and not the same one every.. single.. day. I’m in love with this feeling and I’m so blessed.