June 2010
i’m absolutely done trying. it’s like i take ten steps forward and thirty steps back. every time things are going so great, something happens and my life falls apart again. what’s wrong with me?
“Summer, summer.. where nights belong to lust and lovers. Summer, summer and I am...”
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But she’s just like a maze where all of the...
i’ve officially reached my goal weight. i’ve lost 40 pounds since february. i know it’s a lot already, but i think i wanna strive for a lower number. let’s see where this takes me!
i pretty much had one of the saddest/scariest dreams last night. in my dream, my mom died. it was weird though, because it was as if i was seeing it as a movie. in the beginning of the dream, all i could do was scream ‘mommy’ and cry. then i saw her funeral, but then it was like a flashback to the last few days that she was alive. everything was okay.. we were hanging out outside and...
i don’t even know if i’m going out tonight. all i know is, i’m wearing my new wedges and being sassy because i feel like it. wah!
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“I pushed my feelings to the side, but then you bring them back.”
“I am everything you want, I am everything you need, I am everything inside of...”
“I’m the new cancer, never looked better, you can’t stand it. Because...”
tonight might’ve been the start of something new. hopefully i don’t read too far into this…
doing a bit of retail therapy online always makes me feel better.
every time i hear his name, i think of you. and every time i think of you i end up thinking of him. what is this non-sense that is my life?
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“I want to hear you say who I am is quite enough. Just want to be worthy of love...”
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Abby just left. I just had a conversation with my mom about how the people at
the liquor store up the block think I’m 21 and how we bought Patron last night and nearly finished the bottle. It’s also 6:40am. I THINK it’s time for bed.
omfgjill:
no-lies-just-love:
sweatypalms:
I will always take insults to heart. Call me fat, I won’t eat. Call me ugly, I’ll hide my face. Call me loud, I won’t talk. Say you don’t like me, I’ll dissapear.
“You see me standing there and act like you dont know me, but last night you were...”
“You deserve the best, and although I couldn’t be that for you, I hope you know...”
– Me.
oceanavenue:
Face Down acoustic - The Red...
