April 2009
behind some doors, people are waiting to sparkle.
the weather people must be dumb, because i don’t see any rain. bleh!
and when i think about you that's the first thing...
i want to rewind to 8th grade and see michelle williams in aida again :)
“Too many choices tear us apart, I don’t want to live like that Too many choices tear us apart, I don’t want to love like that I just want to touch your heart. May this confession be the start.” ___________________________________________________________
i cannot wait until the beach becomes...
why, tell me why you're everything but mine
all we ever do in my house is fight, and its usually about tom. everything is centered around him, and it’s really starting to get on my fucking nerves.
in fact, i'm a hard act to follow
this weekend was absolutely beautiful. city early saturday morning, union square with amber and nianiania to soak up some sun, but were interrupted by crazy people protesting or some shit about turkey which was crazy. went to the southstreet seaport and the pier which was beautiful. we made up silly indian names for eachother because amber was wearing her fabulous headband/head-dress that she...
bring a better future than i had in the past
all of the little babies are off to prom tonight then getting shwasted at seaside since their really classy. HA
danielle just called me, so after we go to a few pre-prom’s we’re gonna bum out and catch up. hallelujah!
LOL AND I LOVE DRUNK DIALS FROM AMBER, even though they make me sad ‘cause i’d rather be there :(:(:(
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its 2:43am on april the 24th, aka doomsday. uhh, i need to get some sleep so i can wake up early and help amanda get ready for prom with little baby scweibs. this weekend is hopefully gonna be a blast, because i need a pick me up. the whole week has been a real debbie downer. i don’t know why, but that song just got stuck in my head. v v v
Listen
everyones caught onto everything you do!
library today to pick up some good books and movies. the phone premiered tonight on MTV and its kind of wack, but whatever. i just got back from food shopping with tina and we got yummy things. i’m super excited for this weekend, and hope it comes sooner rather than later.
i wish you’d quit acting like this other person. be yourself, for once in your life. stop trying to take the...
“Without 9/11, you couldn’t have a war in Iraq Or a Defense budget of world conquest proportions Kill freedom of speech and revoke the right to abortions Tax cut extortion, a blessing to the wealthy and wicked But you still have to answer to the Armageddon you scripted” ___________________________________________________________
i wish i were at coachella in LA.
awkward and innocent, not baligerant
i can truthfully say that my car and i are troopers. let’s recap last night/this morning, shall we?
amber came over at 8pm. blehbleh, we picked up save at 9pm and drove to some place in sayville aka midget town.. aka disneyland. proceeded to drive from midget town to east sunrise highway and ended up at the bayshore rollerink. checked that out, then moved onto hempstead turnpike which lead...
i'll sing you every song i know if it will make...
so yesterday was another fabulous day. drove into the city to get amber, drove around soho like it was my job, got pinkberry! saw liev schreiber & naomi watts outside of pinkberry..? and enjoyed the beautiful day. it took us about 45 minutes to get back to the island which makes me happy, because that means i’m getting better at this whole ‘driving to and from the city’...
:) new obsession at the moment.
i check cheddar like a food inspector
“From now on I’ll call you my man-friend” That sounds like a dog. “Well, if the shoe fits…”
watching the sex and the city movie makes me want to move to the city even more and become some sort of fashionista ;) only in my dreams.
i’ve been cleaning my room immesenely, spring cleaning if you will. i got rid of a ton of clothes that i gave to amanda and...
maybe you're the one i've been waiting for..
ohhey skeet: she did not add me! M0TELroom: me neither ohhey skeet: whore M0TELroom: BHAHAHA ohhey skeet: whatevahhhhhhhh M0TELroom: she has a ——— — —- ——- ohhey skeet: like i said … ohhey skeet: WHORE M0TELroom: BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHA ohhey skeet: HA
wow, you know.. everyone’s staring. eh, not that guy. oh, wait. he just looked.
"This will be a good thing... I think."
i am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to...
i wish i could just sleep for once. and it would be nice to have a big rewind button so i can go to previous times and just freeze them to make everything better.
the truth is, i wish that so many things were different i can’t even name them all. i don’t want to feel the way i feel anymore, because all of this pent up aggression is turning into stress, which is making my head spin.
i...
thats what you get when you let your heart win
oh my goodness, i can’t even begin to describe tonight. it went from boring, to wack, to awkward to killer. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
goodnight.
i think i realized just in time, although my old...
i’m immensely missing the summer and the beach. i cannot wait until my air conditioner is plugged into my wall and is on full blast.
brand new said it best: i need the smell of summer, i need it’s noises in my ear.
i'm funny.
ohhey skeet: haha, i love guys that play the guitar? A12GaugeCross: speaking of… blue hearts side bustin on meeeee! ohhey skeet: haha! A12GaugeCross: true ohhey skeet: that blue heart.. ohhey skeet: haha A12GaugeCross: ? A12GaugeCross: story behind it or nah ohhey skeet: kind of spur of the moment, just showin love A12GaugeCross: lol for your online buddie with a wack ass throw ohhey...
AND MY WEAKNESS IS THAT I CARE TOO MUCH
i am too lazy to even write about the fabolousness of this weekend, so i’ll just post pictures from each day.
friday;
saturday;
sunday;
can't say i'm whatchu want, but i got whatchu...
so i’ve been looking at old pictures of myself, and i sort of miss my blonde hair. uhhhh, but i don’t want it back. i don’t think..
taking the stage is such a cute show. i wish i went to a specialty school for music/dance/art.
no-no-no-notourious
the real world brooklyn finale and reunion show were on tonight. at one point, ryan came out in his camis and everyone got up to hug him. it was sentimental because it made me think of seeing tom. i can’t wait ‘til he’s back home.
honestly, my brother is hilarious. he told me today that when/if he comes home in july, he’s gonna have to go back to his old platoon down in...
never saw the sun shinin' so bright
haha, i just watched a video of this girl i knew when i was younger’s college jazz group singing the exact arrangement of ‘blue skies’ that i sang in my elementary school select choir… that’s pathetic on their behalf.
i really want to write you one of those mulitple paged letters explaining everything that’s gone through my mind for the past three years. i wish...
