that was the night everything changed..
i went to the doctor today for my sickness ;( got a z-pack though, which is somewhat working already, thank god! the academy awards were on tonight. everyone looked amazing and queen latifah sang “i’ll be seeing you”, which made me tear up.
i can’t help but feel like you’re mad at me, did i do something wrong? i don’t want to ask you because i’ll feel stupid, and it’s not like you’ll read this, but i really need to know.

Lyndsey Rodrigues: So, we know you like hip-hop, what’s your favorite rap album?
Robert Pattinson: I’m trying to think about it, I just remembered it for a second, now I’ve forgotten it again, uhhh. GZA - Liquid Swords.
you’re the only one who drags me kicking and screaming through fast dreams.